wow its been a year already-
so much has changed.
i'd like to think that i've done alittle bit of growing up, but this trip has eventuated in the realisation that instead of moving forward like I had envisioned at the beginning of last year, I've not only taken steps back, I may also have de-matured :X
so I guess the goal i'm setting for myself this year is to JUST FUCKING GROW UP.
i need to grow up about you. I know that I should but I just can't seem to let you go. It's even harder now because I can see you growing further and further apart from me against my will and anything within my power. fuck.
granted, i haven't done anything this year that I regret - so at least thats an improvement from last year.
We're just dancing
we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing,
tugging on the sleeve of how it used to be.
happy 2010
