Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Phillips personality thing

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Monday, January 4, 2010

new years 2010

wow its been a year already-
so much has changed.

i'd like to think that i've done alittle bit of growing up, but this trip has eventuated in the realisation that instead of moving forward like I had envisioned at the beginning of last year, I've not only taken steps back, I may also have de-matured :X

so I guess the goal i'm setting for myself this year is to JUST FUCKING GROW UP.

i need to grow up about you. I know that I should but I just can't seem to let you go. It's even harder now because I can see you growing further and further apart from me against my will and anything within my power. fuck.

granted, i haven't done anything this year that I regret - so at least thats an improvement from last year.




We're just dancing
we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing,
tugging on the sleeve of how it used to be.

happy 2010