Ahhh

Times ticking by, but I just can't seem to find the motivation to study or even go near a paint brush these days.
What the hell is wrong with me?
The desparation to make my parents proud has even become numb in my dipstick brain.
*sigh

So.

I'm here
i'm there
i'm so ready to get away from everywhere

maybe disappear for a while and try to 'find' myself?
i don't even know who i am anymore - life holds no purpose.
i dont even want to go to uni.

. so why am i?
zomg im so emo